
I love the Stirrup Queens blog and this post hit me hard.
I might not currently be trying to conceive, but I still:
- Struggle with pregnancy announcements from fertile myrtles, even though I'm happy for them
- Randomly burst into tears when I remember the day I miscarried
- Stress about explaining to a potential future spouse that I have unexplained infertility
- Feel heartache for those who are struggling with infertility
- Stress about TTC once I get married again...I'm not getting any younger
- Understand that having children will not completely resolve the painful memories of IF
- Grieve for those whose struggles have been so much harder than mine
- Struggle not to feel like my body is broken
- Hope desperately that one day my IF will magically disappear according to God's plan for me
- Carry physical scars from surgery and emotional scars from months of failed cycles, trying something new every time
Want to support / read more NIAW blog posts / learn more about infertility? Check out: http://www.resolve.org/infertility101 (Basic understanding of the disease of infertility.)
http://www.resolve.org/national-infertility-awareness-week/about.html (About NIAW)
1 comment:
Big hugs, Cherish.
I'm sorry your in a holding spot at the moment. But as you know, IF doesn't just go away when other parts of our lives have other plans.
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