Sometimes life is really, really hard.
So tonight I found out my sister Jaime has breast cancer. I've been freaked out since she found a lump just over a week ago. I don't know stage/treatment plan yet. I know that I'm angry. Angry that this would happen to my sister. I'm not angry at Heavenly Father. I know He doesn't make bad things happen, but that they do, and it's life, and there are growth opportunities in trials. I'm scared. Ultimately I believe she'll be fine. Medical technology is amazing. But what if she isn't? What if treatment is really rough? There are a lot of questions racing through my head.
I crazy wicked love my sisters. Even when they dump cold water on me while I'm in the shower, or fart and trap me under the covers. This can't be real.
*Updated to add a link to my sister's first blog post about this. She's being so positive.