I've been struggling over the last few weeks. I thought I finally had found some spiritual insights and peace and then I ended up in a funk again this morning. I was able to get to the point where I could survive work, after scripture reading, basking in the sun, soaking in the autumn breeze, and doing tasks that kept me moving. I'm still not very "up" today but at least I'm not at home curled up in a ball, hoping desperately to sleep it off. It's hard to get over the blues when you aren't eating sugar! Yogurt and pear butter weren't enough of a treat.
I found this article just now and it helped.
Contentment in All Circumstances
I'm afraid the next few months will continue to be hard. I'm coming up on two depressing milestones at once. We're almost at 3 years trying to conceive and I'm about to turn 30 without having babies. I know I will have babies. Heavenly Father has made that clear. It's hard to wait though.
Please bear with me if I get even more down, and know that if you tell me I just need to relax, I'll probably slap you. ;)